My wishes and My dreams..

I can only wish that you understand, I can only pray that you will do what we need, I can only hope that you will listen to me. Life is not that easy and there are a lot of problems, setbacks and hurdles that a person and more importantly two people together have to face. I have tried so hard to make you understand. I know that force and rage are no ways to make anyone understand but the nicer way did not work and trusting that way things got out of my hands. You must realize that the things that are wrong are wrong and they must be minimized from a relationship or otherwise things get to the point of no return. This is the stage that we are going through these days and its a dangerous one. I have tried my level best to correct thing s and correct you but I guess things have backfired. I never have meant to be harsh because and I hate it when you cry and believe me on this that it makes me cry and totally breaks me. You are by far the most important thing for me and you always have been for some time now and you must understand that everything I have been doing is to make you a better person and the person that you were when I first met you. I cannot let you destroy yourself by your own hands and with me being the point of that. I also can see that you have changed alot and you don't want to be what you were in the start, although you say you could have done it for me but you don't want to, still you should know and have the courage to change for yourself, do good to yourself atleast. Thinking that you are taking revenge from me and that your behavior is just for me you are spoiling your own self. I might have lost you and I might have been a soft base for you but may be some day you will realize that all that I did in the recent past was for your own good and that it's not only me who has lost something, its also you who has lost someone who always wanted to be with you and who will always be their for you, I only hope that day is not when you can only cry over it and it's too late!