Day 8..

I started packing to day and made it sure that I don't forget anything.

Also had to prepare for the quiz that I will have to give as soon as I reach Islamabad.

At night we went to eat the Shaai anda, one of my favorites :) also had ice cream after that, The weather so pleasant today :)

Day 7..

Today perhaps was the hottest day so far and most boring as well. I woke up so heavy hearted and Didn't want to do anything at all..

Jumma prayer was the worst part as I was almost all wet and the heat was telling upon me.

I had booked the seat back early in the morning and was for Sunday 10'o clock.

Daal Chawal were so tasty :)

Raafay Day..!

I hope everyone celebrated "RAAFAY DAY" today as It was my birthday ;) I had wished for ONE special wish and that didn't came at all :( what came was the worst I had expected and I was totally shattered by it. Unlike last year 65 people wished me birthday which was less that last year, this means my popularity is going down the charts :p We celebrated the birthday in the day and it was enjoyable although I was so sad :( The weather was cooler even today :)

Day 5 ..

When I woke up in the morning I was happy to see clouds all over the sky and Dark ones and soon it started to rain...It rained for almost 4-5 hours and I really enjoyed taking a bath =p We went out to enjoy the weather and Had a long drive of the city and was so much fun..We had samosas and cold drinks :) The weather was so special today and I really missed and wished DD ... :( Manal made delicious pizza at night...

Shab-e-bar'aat..

From the morning time I was having the novel in my hand and I don't know may be It took me 4-5 hours to finish the novel but it read it all in one stretch of time without any break and I really really enjoyed it. Today we had hamza caught and asked him to give us a treat, which quiet amazingly he did so..so manal, me and tamur had burger once again :) It was Shab-e-Barat today and I really wanted to pray all night today and I tried my best... I really wanted and missed DD every part of my stay here at home but don't know why I'm being kept away :(

Day 3..

Things were not getting any better with the heat so I decided that I take some novel and read it to pass the time.. "A thousand Splendid Suns" was the novel I chose to read and although It looked quiet boring in the start I t turned out to be an interesting one... The story revolved around a Girl named Mariam and Layla and the writer has explained each part with such ease and smoothly that I couldn't resist finishing in on the first day.. There wasn't any thing special today except that Me and Tamur went out and had a burger each. ;)

Day 2..

Because of the white wash we had to stick to one room all day long and without the AC it was a real trouble doing so as the weather was so humid..

Although Sunday was supposed to be a better day but I had to stick all day long bearing the heat..

In the evening we went to our cousins place as my Aunt had just returned from England.. It was not that enjoyable there for me as everyone had a sarcastic thing or two to say and I was literally annoyed with that..

As usual I enjoyed with my four little angels  =)

It was so hot at night as well and there were no signs of Air what so ever, had a really troubled sleep.

I  landed in Multan early morning, quiet early in fact because when I woke up I woke up I was already on the terminal.. :) Papa, Hamza, Manal, Tamur were there to receive me and I went home with my favorite breakfast in Hands =p

I had hoped for a better time home this time round but things were not well this time either =( But I knew that something special was in store for me from DD..

Reaching home I was amazed to see everything haphazardly placed as our home was being white washed. The color selected for my room was peach and a mixture of orange and I thought It will look great..By the way, one portion of TV lounge was to be painted red which amazed me at first but looked awesome later on.

Pakistan beat Australia in the second test match and leveled the series 1-1...It was breath taking stuff as Pakistan stumbled all the way but thanks they didn't faulted. More over I was hearing the commentary on the radio so It was more of a heart attack scenario thanks to the commentator.

Home

Well all the plans failed and Technically I am going home tonight..

I'm always in this state of confusion whenever I have to go home, of course I know my preferences and thats because of this preference that I can never refuse going home..

DD will have prepared alot for my Birthday and InshaAllah I wont disappoint as the only person I expect a wish from is DD .. I know things are not going well but hopefully DD knows that Its only us who can correct it.

Pakistan are in a confusing state here in the second test and without talking about it much, I hope Pakistan will turn the tables this time round :)

Just had one lab to attend today and that too was late in the day.

Hanging..

The night was so pleasant and quiet but Still I couldn't sleep at night. There was just that glimmer of hope that something "good" will happen, but it didn't come. It was raining outside and I was feeling cold but inside of me was burning with tears..

The day in the University was fine. I was expecting a quiz in the first lecture but unexpectedly the quiz took place in the next lecture and went good. In the last lecture I got this bad news that the viva will be held on next Tuesday, instead of tomorrow and my hopes of going to Multan faded even more.

I was really confused on what do decide weather to go home or stay here and one thing that's coming in my mind every now wand then is that I wont be able to celebrate my birthday with the DD and I know that she will be preparing for it even though the things are going from bad to worse.

Pakistan did what they do best.. they collapsed totally and Australia are getting in a strong position once again.

Mutthia Murlitharan took his 8th wicket of the match to complete his 800th wicket today and that too the last of the Indian innings and that too in his last test and that too in the winning cause. He has retired and for me he is the greatest bowler ever to grace a cricket field.

Read this beautiful quote some where " what will remain of us is love " ... :)

UPSAD..

The first thing I did after waking up today was to book the seat for Multan on Friday this week. The seat is for 2200h at night and I'll be arriving if all goes well in the university.

Had an unpleasant night least to say and Things didn't go any better during the day. I know that I do make mistakes but its not me every time. DD has to understand the importance of sticking and talking even when its not going good.

The day in the University was fine, I got the marks of the second paper and they were really good thanks Almighty.

Pakistan showed scintillating stuff today and bowled out Australia for a mere 88 runs, when the first day ended Pakistan were 148/3 and I hope the batting carries on well. Our batting will be the deciding factor.

Not in the bests of mood today and really upset..

Again..

I'm feeling so alone right now. I don't know why but every second day there is some problem due to which everything that I plan about just vanishes :(

TTDS will be written only by me and The blog as well :(

I'm having severe headache right now..

July 20, 2010

I woke up at 0715h in the morning but then decided to sleep more as my class was at 1030. Even when I woke up at 1000h to go to the University, I was still feeling sleepy. what annoyed to more was that My class at 1030 didn't even take place!!

One of my friend messaged me and told that we will be having a viva today and I prepared for it a lot during the day but insult to injury was that the viva too, didn't take place and was delayed till Friday!

I'll be having two vivas now on Friday and the same day I might book a seat to Multan as well.

I talked with DD at night and it was so emotional :) There is no doubt in my mind that talking to DD is the most soothing thing I ever feel. I just wish that when I go home InshaAllah, I'm able to keep in touch. And I want that thing to happen so desperately :)

The second test match between Pakistan and Australia is scheduled to begin tomorrow and I'm a little excited about it!

Got the marks of the First paper and have the second highest in Machine Design paper :)

July 19,2010

The day started brilliantly as I talked with the dearest dearest. There is always something special about when I talk with DD.. After such a torrid day DD was feeling a little better and believe it or not this day I'll never forget what happened with DD.. :(

Went to the University, although I was in no mood of waking up but had to go as I may have to go home next week. When I reached the University I was told that the class has been canceled but thankfully Sir came and we had a half hour lecture.

It rained heavily again in the morning but still the weather was so hot.

Couldn't talk with DD coz of illness and DD was having high fever. This thing is making me so nervous this sickness and the incidents happening to my dearest..

Pakistan is planning to play Saeed Ajmal in the 2nd test which i think can be a good choice and for GOD'S sake bring back Younis Khan!

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It was Ramadan time and we cousins (Me, Hamza, Manal, Tamur, Bilal, Talha, Sunny)decided to go out for aftari. It was the last Friday of the holy month and we decided to have pizza. Pizza Hut has always been peoples favorite when it comes to pizza but i can argue with that, because we cousins always prefer Pizza Track as the pizza's here are more tasty and fresh. Icing on the cake was that If we ordered a large one we will get a medium size pizza free and so on ... so we ordered a large and a medium Pizza and got Medium and small pizza free respectively :) Well the Pizza's came and went :D It was so enjoyable and we had loads fun.

Coincidence?!

I'm having this strange thing happening with me that my money gets lost every now and then, well it might not sound that strange to others but the coincidence is that at first I lost 10 rupees ( not that big deal ) and I gave no importance to it as the sum was so small. Later next week I lost 100 rupees, even though I had just put them in my register and went out for just a minute, but when i came back I was astonished to see there was nothing to be found. And now today I lost not less than a 1000 rupees. I had counted the money from the purse a minute ago and when I needed it I found exact 1000 rupees were less from the total amount. Another strange coincidence is that the amount is in the multiples of 10... add another one here that the money was lost every alternate day. I already had this trouble with the ghosts thing in the past and I had thought that it was a past now. Hopefully I'm wrong and this just is a coincidence afterall!!

Storrryyyy..

The plan is that we both will talk about the events that took place every month and then nothing down the important dates and events we will write the Teddy Doll story of the past three years :)

One more important thing is that Dearest dearest will also post here from now on and I'm SO much excited about it as I have been waiting for this since long :)

July,18 2010

It was hot yesterday and I was happy to see clouds after a long time..

It did rain and rained heavily but after the rain it was so humid that I couldn't even breathe and the skin was all oily, all in all the worst possible weekend I could have imagined :D

Watched movies all day long ... Liked the Hulk 1 and 2 movies ... 2nd one was far better !

Strangest and rudest of things happened with the dearest dearest today and was so upset and depressed today :( :'(

Went to savour foods today :D

A poem for me :) :)

My dear teddy bear,

To my eyes you bring no tear,

Always there to make my day,

No matter what I'll care for you all the way,

Thanks to give my mind so much peace,

I promise to give you my love in heaps,

I'm sorry for all the pain, hurt and lies,

Believe me I'm saying this with tears in my eyes,

For all the tears my dear you cried,

I wish I rather would have died.

My new poem :)

I can't write enough but I will try,

Thats because I made you cry.

If only the clock can tick back,

and bring back that saddened time

I will act differently and change the crime.

You mean the world, you mean my life

and of course one day my beloved wife.

I love you more,every passing day;

Its impossible for me to stay away.

Forgive me please my dear,

I did not mean to bring that tear.

My Articles/Publish..

Two of the articles from my blog were published in the Online/Print magazine of "Teen Ink" and one of them, the smaller one was named the No.1 article as well :)

It was really nice and encouraging experience for me as I have always thought that I do not write that good, but this has given me a lot of confidence and I'm seriously thinking to write pretty regularly now :)

It was a terrible day as far as the weather was concerned. Too hot and above that, there was no electricity as well.

My last paper was quiet unexpected and I have no idea really what the result will be.

Could not talk on the phone at night as the calls were getting disconnected again and again.

I am planning to go back home next weekend, lets see what becomes of my plan :)

It was a terrible day as far as the weather was concerned. Too hot and above that, there was no electricity as well.
My last paper was quiet unexpected and I have no idea really what the result will be.
Could not talk on the phone at night as the calls were getting disconnected again and again.
I am planning to go back home next weekend, lets see what becomes of my plan :)

here is the link to the article that got published in the teenink magazine :)

http://www.teenink.com/nonfiction/personal_experience/article/224340/A-Sad-Story/