Although I had the vague feeling that this semester will be easier and the load will not be that much, all thoughts have gone wrong here. This perhaps is the toughest semester of the lot. I'm having to attend 23 credit hours which are most in the University's history and as much I know this exceeds the limit of 21 credit hours set per semester for any student by the higher education commission.
I'm taking the courses of Islamic studies, Fluid Mechanics, Power Electronics, Mechanical Vibration, Computer Aided Engineering, Embedded systems and of course FYP. Setting the schedule was a really tough job and one which always gives headaches and this time was no exception. But thankfully all was sorted out on time and i didnt miss any classes up till now thanks God!
It was really sad to come back to Islamabad from home leaving all the ease and leisureliness behind but that's what always happens, this time it is a little different though as Hamza has come with me and there is no one to look after at home. Hamza was really helpful at home although he is a little high tempered when at home. Papa will for sure have more and more burden now, I really miss home.
Hamza got admission here at the same university as mine and we both along with Bilal had to arrange for accommodation as early as possible because two of our flat mates have left the flat for the reasons known only to them and their behavior has been really strange towards me. Anyhow, we did look for a place for a couple of days and were not finding any place for the time being but where there is a will, there is a way: I never wanted to leave this flat as the atmosphere here was so peaceful and enjoyable and God listened to me and we got a new flat mate in shape of Hamza's school friend. The other good thing that we have been able to do is to hire a cook and after such a long time we are able o enjoy healthy food at our own place. It's a little early to suggest but he cooks well. We have already spend a lot of money on the rent as we were only three people in the start and in the space of 15 days we had to pay the rent of the next week as well so things are really tight at this stage.
Talking about my own self, things haven't worked out as I had wanted. Life for me these days has been the toughest. Withe manal, tamur, mama and papa back home and papa mama going for Hajj, and then problems, huge problems unfortunately with the dearest dearest, and "loads" load of study haven't done any good to me. The one source of inspiration I always have from somewhere, from someone is still missing. I'm really looking forward to start jogging or atleast a walk because strangely that's the thing( add music to it ) give me loads relaxation and a time to reflect on things.
Most probably I'll be going back to Multan two weeks later so that we can help out mama and papa prepare for the Hajj as they leave for (My land of dreams) Makka-Medina on the 3rd of November. I really have to tryreally hard to control myself wit hdearest dearest as i have hurt more than I have ever and that too, knowing and still forcing myself to, I really am missing everything between us and that's for sure that I cant live without dearest dearest. Also I'm still lagging in studies so I'll have to start as well.
I was just passing by a group of girls the other day and listened them talking about me and my blog, saying that his blog is full of things about love.. really? oh really? haha!! btw, manal got really good marks in her first year exams. Loads congratulations to her :)
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