No way back!

A poem by Maham Shahbaz

She sat alone on her bed and looked out...

She saw the world go on happily, while she was breaking apart 

she saw children play , while she played with her feelings 

she saw little girls dance , while she danced with her sorrow 

she saw a couple walk , while she left the one she loved

she saw ppl with a choice , while she had none

she saw happines all around from her castle of misery 

she remembered how things were...

Whenever she was with u , she was happy contended complete

the moment u went away , she felt like a criminal and she was lost 

she was confused...in a storm 

in a storm where you would hold her hand and show her the way 

in a storm where she somehow lost the one she loved

in a storm she is lost , blinded by the dust 

but y is it all around her?

The wind mocks her every time and the dust in her eyes loaths her 4 losing u

she remembers how easy it was to luv u 

she remembers hw easy it was to feel imp 

she remembers...the thoughts sufocate her 

she wants to fly away

she wants to run away 

she wants to go back

she wants to smile again 

she wants to 4get ,let go

but her memories r too good to b hidden away , to b forgotten

the problem is , she cnt stp feeling 

because she remembers , she remembers it all...

Wings!

This Poem is Written by Maham Shahbaz :)

See that bird over there?? In the cage?

She wants to fly away..

Into the wilderness , into the open air.

She wants to feel what was made for her,

but she cant..

She tries , she cries , flaps her wings and thinks.. 

“are they meant for flying or for beauty?”

She looks outside to the breaking dawn.

Hope floods through her cage..

“maybe today he might let me go”

she thinks..

On the orange sky she looks at others fly,

Her heart skips a beat for she knows 

her wings are really meant for flying.

She flaps her wings again, trying to break free.

Her master thinks she is hungry,

so he gets her food and water,

The heart broken bird sits their,

quietly thinking why cant she fly with the rest?

Her master comes up to her and tells her he loves her,

She looks at him with a broken heart and tearful eyes,

hoping he would understand for those,

who love can see right through your heart.

He mistakes them for gratefulness and walks away.

The bird sits there now all alone.

the sun is setting..

Others fly toward their home and,

she still cant fly..

Outside she looks at the sun.

drowning in her sorrow,

With the setting sun, her every bit of hope sets,

As the darkness envelops her,

she tries to think what she did wrong,

She is trapped in a cage made so,

lovingly by her master,

She has wings but she cant use them,

She cries in the night over the selfishness,

of every man who doesn't stand up for her,

She cries when no one can see,

So that her master’s heart wont break...