Rabu, 11 Januari 2012

On a High! Which side? No Idea.

Its the usual feeling for me, I write when I'm too happy or when  I'm too stressed up. What's the condition right now, lets keep it a secret.


I was surprised to see that my google search results for "Raafay Awan" have spread over 20 pages and the blog views are now over 51000, thanks Allah for that :)

The past few days have been really tough for me not only because of the studies and exams but I don't know why I felt mentally stressed. I wasn't able to do anything, I couldn't even study properly, I couldn't even eat properly, I couldn't even talk sense sometimes :P I for the first time in life deactivated facebook as its the place I interact with people in the most proper way, not using the cellphone was the other thing that helped. The only regret that I couldn't do my exams properly and I had the highest internal in all the subjects.

I'm done with my exams and Hamza will get free today so we'll be going back home at night. This time for sure I'm gonna read a few books, watch lots TV (I have totally forgotten what does a TV look like actually), the cricket series between Pakistan and England is about to start soon so that's another excitement. Manal is in Bahawalpur so we might visit her, bring her home and complete our family for the weekend. None better feeling when we four sit together and mama papa join in for a conversation, Hope Allah keeps us happy, healthy and safe forever, Ameen.

So there is one of my roommate, who actually is in the first semester and its the same guy who stayed with us last year and failed. As he still thinks he will fail the exams so he found out an easy way out, paying money and gifting cellphones to subject teachers so that they pass him. His father is also trying his best to find a 'Sifarish' for him. And what am I doing?! I'm the one who tells people to be good and do this and that and bla bla what am I doing? Nothing!! just sitting in my room, writing about it! I'm sure though his tactics won't work and he will still fail but If he doesn't and passes due to wrong means I'm gonna give him a hard time, I've already photographed all the internals that were displayed so if a subject teacher 'helps' him I will make sure he gets the deserved treatment! (I won't reveal my name for sure).

I was able to contact Arifa Karim's father after some struggle and he is really positive that his daughter will survive. He says that she is in a critical condition still where chances of survival are minimal but the extraordinary daughter she is, she will pass through it! (InshaAllah) Microsoft has announced a medical team will consult the Pakistani doctors over her case and will help where required as she cannot be shifted to any other hospital and is on artificial breathing, hopes will lighten up when she starts breathing on her own. I will repeat once again, my new year won't start unless this girl in the hospital doesn't recover. I trust Allah will show HIS miracle, that girl deserves a miracle!

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